Offener Brief an die Lebensgefährtin meines Vaters

Inge,
 
mal im Ernst – was glaubst du eigentlich, was du da gerade machst?
Ich hätte mich so gerne gut mit dir verstanden, auch über Papas Tod hinaus. Unabhängig von irgendwelchen Erbgeschichten, unabhängig von Geld. Aber das scheint dir nicht möglich zu sein.
Du hast in den letzten Wochen nicht nur meinen Zwilling, meinen Vater und mich verbal [...]

Nur so – damit es mal raus ist. Abgeschickt ohne nochmal zu lesen…

Ich habe das Gefühl, dass ich mir etwas von der Seele schreiben muss.
Mein Vater ist tot. Seit 16 Tagen. Und ich bin so unendlich traurig, dass ich es nicht in Worte fassen kann. Er fehlt mir. Ich bin aber auch wütend. Mit dem Schicksal. Die ersten 29 Jahre meines Lebens wollte ich immer einen Vater [...]

Okay, here we go

Yeah, I have been absent for a while. I have nothing to blog about, or so it seems. A few facts, what happened:
* Elvis grows and grows and grows. Unfortunately, he spends more time at neighbour’s homes (yes, 3 different neighbours that is) than with us. They all spoil him rotten and he seems to [...]

The new cat moved in

8 week-old Elvis joined our crazy household yesterday. So far, he seems to like it.
It’s a shame, that Lana, our older cat, seems to be scared by that little thing and decided to be annoyed by him and us for now. Oh well, I guess, she will get over it soon.
Look at Elvis, isnt he [...]

Ilka, her man and the mouse

I finally met up with Ilka and Michael yesterday. It has been a while since our last meeting (as you can tell by looking at my so called haircut) and it was so gut seeing both of them.
We had a great night out in Cologne, with lot of talking, really good food and a mouse [...]

Stuff Portrait Friday – Numbers

SPF is back…
Sorry if this is not a great shot (played around with a DSLR for the first time ever – it was way too hard for me).
Kristine asked us to post a picture with numbers…
This is the switch to my heating in the new house. Kinda dirty after 25 years of use. This switch [...]

I got tagged

my sweet ilka tagged me…
here’s the rules:
* link to the person who tagged you
* post the rules here – DUH!
* share 7 random or weird facts about yourself
* tag 7 random people at the end of the post, linking to them
* leave a comment on their blog so that they know they’ve been tagged
1. I [...]

On a happier note…

So, after leaving all my soul trash here last time, I decided to be a more positive person.
Just because I actually have a loving boyfriend, a loving family and the best friends I could have asked for.
The last few weeks have been hectic, but good. Because I am a lucky girl, [...]

Absent fathers…

Kristine said she wanted to write a blog entry about absent fathers… and I wrote down my story for her.  Which was good and not good. I had a huge crying night over that whole “my father does not like me” issue last week. And as it is a huge part of my life at [...]

Day 2

Ok, this is day two and I am happy to report, that I managed a whole day without chocolate yesterday. I had 5 Nimm2 (candy), but thats what I urgently need in order to keep going. Plus I was well within my points. Yeah, I hope I will get over my chocolate addiction and not [...]